Sorry for the 9 month gap but things have been crazy, stressful, and scary.
I am not a writer and have fear that things I say on here could be used against me so I made the choice to not blog. It is never a good idea to talk about issues when they can come back to bite you in the ass and my situation was not the best. I probably brought out the worst in me and to those who did to talk to me. Most likely thought I was being a spiteful bitch for the past year. Sorry for that.
So my how things can change in a short period of time. I have moved out from the roomate apartment to my own place. The great thing about my apartment is that it is walking distance to work so now when the weather is not hot and I can dress casual at work I now walk there. The apartment is nice and cozy but I find myself dealing with moments of sadness and lonliness. I know I wanted to be on my own for 6 months and now that I am on my own I am not happy. What can I say I am a walking contridiction.
Also I am now a proud to say that I have graduated college. Yeah for no school but sad when looking at paying back student loans :( I was very lucky to have one of my best friends come down for the weekend I graduated and was there for the ceremony and party. It was SO good to see her but things were so crazy with family in town that we didn't really get a chance to hang out and do girl stuff.
Other than that not much going on here still trying to get myself and gear and start working out. With all my free time I need to motivate myself to get active. Well off I go to get motivated!!
