I guess an update is in order

Sorry for the 9 month gap but things have been crazy, stressful, and scary.
I am not a writer and have fear that things I say on here could be used against me so I made the choice to not blog. It is never a good idea to talk about issues when they can come back to bite you in the ass and my situation was not the best. I probably brought out the worst in me and to those who did to talk to me. Most likely thought I was being a spiteful bitch for the past year. Sorry for that.


So my how things can change in a short period of time. I have moved out from the roomate apartment to my own place. The great thing about my apartment is that it is walking distance to work so now when the weather is not hot and I can dress casual at work I now walk there. The apartment is nice and cozy but I find myself dealing with moments of sadness and lonliness. I know I wanted to be on my own for 6 months and now that I am on my own I am not happy. What can I say I am a walking contridiction.

Also I am now a proud to say that I have graduated college. Yeah for no school but sad when looking at paying back student loans :( I was very lucky to have one of my best friends come down for the weekend I graduated and was there for the ceremony and party. It was SO good to see her but things were so crazy with family in town that we didn't really get a chance to hang out and do girl stuff.

Other than that not much going on here still trying to get myself and gear and start working out. With all my free time I need to motivate myself to get active. Well off I go to get motivated!!

Just Breathe

Sorry to the blog universe for being so lax in my postings.
The past 3 months have been so busy and stressful that I was kind of afraid on what I would say here.
Here is a brief synopsis on my life since June. In July I went to be a reader in my cousin's wedding. LOTS of fun and then went on a weeklong tour of Wisconsin where I got to see what I feel are my Wisconsin family: Holly, Molly, Jen, and Lori. I love and miss you guys. Got back to Omaha and a week and a half later was moving into an apartment YIKES!! So the end of July and August was all about moving and getting acclimated to having roomates again. The last time I had roomates was when I lived with Lori and Pat before they got married which was 5 years ago. Also in August I had a birthday turned the age of 28 and sadly had a rough time with this birthday. September was a month of stress from work, to starting back to school, to learning to brush annoyances off my shoulder. So that is my life for the past 3 months.
I wish I could say that there is something on the horizon to look forward to but sadly there is not. Unless you count the holidays which means time off. Although if all goes according to plan I will graduate college in August YEAH!
I am hoping the month of October I can just sit back and just breathe. Although I am a personal attendant in my good friend Jen's wedding and with school I am thinking just breathing will not happen. In a totally different note the title of my post is also the name of a VERY good book by Susan Wiggs. If you are ever having a rough day I recomend picking it up and reading it.
Well good night blog world!